Microwaveable Instant Hope - for a second there i was almost certain Lyrics

I saw you in a picture and for a second there I was almost certain
But I changed my mind and cried when you said it was my fault
Everything's my fault
Days missing from my memory that I'll never get back
But there are fragments, like the sound of you choking on your words
I'll never forget it
You'll never forget me as long as I live, I'll make sure of that

So just keep turning things around
I don't want to see you when it's over and
I don't want to know, don't want you to leave
You're still all that I have
It's all crashing down, and starting to break like I don't want you around
There's bullets inside of my brain, I'm not even kind of okay
And I took some pills but I still feel the same
I want you and you're miles away
She tells me that I don't deserve it
And someday I can try to forget, but why the f*ck would I want to

So you can keep calling me, and I'll take a nap
'Cause right now I don't need you I need what you represent
I held on, for whatever it's worth
Try to reach out for your hand, but I'm tied up

So why don't you come save me