Self-medicating
I said I love you in a dream
Can't seem to let go
It seems
You died in a different dream
It could've been the same but with a shift in tone
I don't remember anymore
Walking down hallways in no one's home
Touching you, together we're a star
Seeing creatures that aren't there
They're from a different world
But I pay no attention to them and they don't care about me
When I touched you it didn't matter
My mind is spinning in a hotel room
Remember the feelings that I gave to you
Remember how nothing matters
How I said that nothing matters
Not in a literal sense
You must've taken that quote literally
'Cause after you come down, you're free
Taking one last look at me
In a dim moldy room
But in our minds, we're in cathedrals
Surrounded by gods who look up to us
Delusions when you're sitting next to me
But now you refuse to even look at me
The ending of all things
The ending of The Ending of Dramamine
Put the fear of god inside of me
But then I realized
Together we were a god
Or I was your follower
Seeing-eye dog who can no longer see
You and me
Cigarettes, violins, the timeline that we're living in
Cuddling, who could care, I grab your chin
But you're not there and you never will be