Sedated Video (MV)

I know that I've been running out
You're grasping onto fleeting fantasies
I'm pessimistic, full of doubt
Been searching but I'm tired of failing dreams
All I do is lose my head
Poison the air
No matter how I think
Constantly I'm dragging down
Until I turn around
As the reality sinks in

And all the time that I've wasted I wish I could reimburse
I don't know why I'm a plague the harder I try I'm worse
Let me go, let me go, so I can't keep f*cking up
Some things are broken beyond repair, think I've done enough

Oh, I'm straight in the middle again
Caught between peace and hurting a friend
Yet I know what's best in the end
So taboo, but it's also the truth
I don't wanna see past my youth
Change seems impossible when I can't choose

Strayed so far from where I wanted to be
Locked inside and no sight of the key
Can I sedate myself into a sleep
I've had enough

Let me go, let me go, so I can't keep f*cking up
Some things are broken beyond repair, think I've done enough

Oh, I'm straight in the middle again
Caught between peace and hurting a friend
Yet I know what's best in the end
So taboo, but it's also the truth
I don't wanna see past my youth
Change seems impossible when I can't choose

Dreaming of veins being pierced in the night
Dreaded fear in the absence of light
Can't lie still or even quiet my mind
City sleeps as I'm watching the time
Suffocating on my dark little tease
Monsters show themselves inside of my dream
Put it down before it's too late to clean
You know I can't breath
I can't breath
Oh
F*ck

Oh, I'm straight in the middle again
Caught between peace and hurting a friend
Yet I know what's best in the end
So taboo, but it's also the truth
I don't wanna see past my youth
Change seems impossible when I can't choose

Oh, I'm straight in the middle again
Caught between peace and hurting a friend
Yet I know what's best in the end
So taboo, but it's also the truth
I don't wanna see past my youth
Change seems impossible when I can't choose