The Depressed Insomniac Video (MV)

I don't get attached no more
Cause they always seem to leave
So I just puff my cigarette
And watch the falling leaves
No, I don't get attached no more
Cause in the end it always seems
No matter how much you give to them
You're never what they need
Cause I don't feel so good no more
I think I drank too much for sure
Cause I drink till I hit the ground
Cause when I do, I can't hear the sound
Of people knocking on my window
And voices calling my name
And it always seems to be the same girl
Driving me insane
And I wish that I had someone
To get her off my mind
Cause I just need that someone to
Take up all my time
Cause I don't know who I am anymore
I've been acting pretty strange
Bottling up all of my tears
Hoping it turns to champagne
Cause I don't know who I am no more
No I don't recognize myself
Cause when I look into the mirror
I'm looking at someone else
Cause I don't feel so much no more
I think I'm dead but I don't know for sure
I check my pulse, see if I'm okay
But I'm just hoping to make it through today
But I hear people knocking on my window
And voices calling my name
And I know this only ends with me
Blowing out my f*cking brains
And I wish that I had someone
To tell me it's okay
But who could ever love someone
Who fell in love with pain
Yeah