Who do I Call when no ones around
I pick up my phone Don't know who to dial
I feel like a Ghost
I have No body
Nobody
Nobody Cares
I don't need you
I'll do this by myself
Cause when I look to me that's the place that I find my help
No cry for help
I have my own back
So I'm beside myself
I'd cry in stealth
And lie to self
So no one sees
My eyes that melt
There's brokenness indeed
This brokenness in me
Don't let anybody close
Cause I hope that they don't see it
Shoot I don't want to see it
I don't want you to be it
Too may people have failed me
So help I don't need it
I am needless
At least
That's the way that it seems
I seem stressed
Yet
I don't let that be seen
Cause it seems that
Once I yell cut and the scene ends
The act is done
And I'm screaming
Pleading
Needing
Someone to help and intervene
Cause I will wither if I can't find somewhere to lean
I'm on own breaking down and that's the way it's been
Man of tin
Stay heartless
Don't let anybody in
Who do I Call when no ones around
I pick up my phone Don't know who to dial
I feel like a Ghost
I have No body
Nobody
Nobody Cares
Men are loved less
Then women, and kids and pets
Chris Rock said it best
We're loved just
If we can work provide and protect
And Alleviate your stress
But me I'm a mess
I feel the pressure
Man I feel depressed
But who can I tell
Not my wife
And not my friends
Cause they won't understand
What is going on in my head
They have their own problems
I'm not trying to add to them
I'd rather internalize
These internal lies
Repeat the line in my mind
I am fine, I am fine
If they ask me
I am good
Please don't keep asking
My armors like my voice it is cracking
I'm holding back things
Release the kraken
I'd Rather go to war with a 3 headed dragon
Then deal with this baggage
For real it is tragic
But who can I tell
When no one will understand it
Im stranded and abandoned damaged
Who do I Call when no ones around
I pick up my phone Don't know who to dial
I feel like a Ghost
I have No body
Nobody
Nobody Cares
Men, Brothers
Friends, others
That know these feelings to well
But keep them undercover
Can I tell you God loves you,
Can I tell you God loves you
Can I tell you He loves you
He Loves you
He Loves you
He sees you in your brokenness
Shame, pain and guilt
He's embraced all your lonileness
And knows how it felt
He Knows it well
Upon the cross he took it on himself
When he was utterly abandoned by everybody else
You're not alone
People love you way more than you know
You got a phone
Pick it up and then call somebody close
You're not a ghost
You are mind body and soul
Don't want you gone
If you can hear my voice then there is hope
I'd rather hear your cry
Then hear of your suicide
While you're alive
Reach out to people
Reach up to God
Those burdens that you carry
They were never yours to bear
Not alone, Please share
With us we're here
With God He cares
Somebody Cares for you
Somebody Cares for you
My God He cares for you
For you
For you
For you