Mileena Rayne - I'm Sorry Lyrics

I'm sorry I'm not easy
I'm like a tide that ebbs and flows
The more I keep it all in
The more the pain grows
I feel like I'm haunted
By the ghosts of my youth
And I'm pulling you under
And I'm drowning you with the truth
If I could turn back time, rewrite the pain I know
I'd lay my sorrows down and never let them grow
I see the worry in your eyes when I break down
And I know you're scared that I won't stick around
I can be hard to love, I don't mean to be this way
I get torn between the world we've built and running away
Sometimes I think I should leave to save you from my storm
But your arms are my shelter, and your heart keeps me warm
I'm sorry I'm not easy
And for all the times I've pushed you away
You give me a million reasons to stay
And I still find myself trying to run away
I'm scared to love you as much as I do
But I'm even more scared to lose you
I can't stand the thought of another with your heart
Or losing the chance to grow old with you would tear me apart
I can be hard to love, I don't mean to be this way
I get torn between the world we've built and running away
Sometimes I think I should leave to save you from my storm
But your arms are my shelter, and your heart keeps me warm
I'm sorry I'm not easy
I don't mean to be this way
I promise I'll stay, I know what's at stake
Even when the right decision is a hard path to take
I'm sorry I'm not easy
But I'm happy you love me anyway
And because of that
I'll always stay