Milkah - AFTER LIFE Lyrics

What comes next
The afterlife I guess
I detest
I am stressed
Am I even ready for this
To face everything I did
Be held accountable to all my sins

I held a lot of grudges in this life
It's just who I am, but it's not what I like
So I try to get out of it
Tried to write myself out of this muck
But I'm stuck I was stuck
Every time I thought that I was over it, it came right back up
And it came back spiteful, and I spit it all in your face
Yes, everybody makes mistakes but you shouldn't have done me dirty in the first place

But I know
When I go to meet my maker
It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said
It's all in my head
I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight up there
When I go to meet my maker
It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said
It's all in my head
I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight after life

You can't say nun about nobody else
Afterlife
You can't say nun about nobody else
Afterlife
You can't say nun about nobody else
After life

After life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life, after life

When I was little I used to snitch all the time
Not only did I snitch, but I used to lie
To myself and to other others on the inside
Creating all these false narratives where I'd hide
They said I was a great actor
But I wore a great costume, a great disguise
But acting isn't telling lies
It's telling the truth through someone else's eyes
But I was dealing with my shit through someone else's life
See I was messed up as a whole
But you would never know
Because I was the sweetest soul
With a smile on my face and a heart made of gold
But I was tired of being used by the world
That saw me is just a little girl
So I let myself bask in that vengeful energy
Blaming everyone for what was happening but me

And now I know
When I go to meet my maker
It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said
It's all in my head
I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight up there
When I go to meet my maker
It ain't 'bout what Lil Pookie did or what Lil Pookie said
It's all in my head
I could blame the whole world, but it holds no weight after life

You can't say shit 'bout nobody else
After life
After life, after, after life, after life, after life