Milku - Alone Lyrics

I'm angry and I'm sad and a little disconnected
I think I wrecked it, got no self respect left
Life turned out so different to what I thought as a kid
Made out with a stranger, turned out she had covid

What the hell is happening, I'm trying my best
I got all the right opinions but I think I'm depressed
So I'm asking myself in the mirror
If you're so great

Then why you all alone?
Oh no
You got all these great ideas but no one else can hear them
When you're on your own
Oh no!
I got all these great ideas but no one else to share them cause I'm on my own

To everyone around me living crisis to crisis
Why would you think I care what your advice is?
I'm psyching myself up to be the life of the party
Surrounded by friends, don't even know if they like me

What the hell is happening
I'm trying my best
I make all the smart decisions
But I think I'm depressed
So I'm asking myself in the mirror
If you're so great

Then why you all alone?
Oh no
You got all these great ideas but no one else can hear them
When you're on your own
Oh no!
I got all these great ideas but no one else to share them cause I'm on my own

When it's dark and it's lonely
Just a stove light
The only one who knows me
Emotional suicide
I'm still asking the question

Then why you all alone?
Oh no
You got all these great ideas but no one else can hear them
When you're on your own
Oh no!
I got all these great ideas but no one else to share them on my own

Yeah
Oh no
I'm just on my own
Oh no