Milliner - 13th Note Lyrics

I've struggled long and hard
Just to keep myself alive
There were nights sat in the graveyard which I'm surprised that I survived
My next breath is never certain
But I try to make it through
I'll try cling on to my light
In the times I'm feeling blue

We're all f*cked but we're still fine
Clinging on to this decline
But when all is said and done
We still bathe in the midnight sun

I go out of my way just to put myself down
But I got people who surround me who help me when I drown
I don't deserve to be loved
When all I do is f*ck it up
But damn I do appreciate it
And I can't thank you all enough

I'm not allowed to bail
No not until I'm done
I'll find the 13th note
Under the midnight sun

I will find the 13th note