Mind.Mill - The walls of the sand castle Lyrics

Sometimes I don't care
But sometimes I do mind (this is how I feel)
Sometimes I wanna dare
And others I wanna hide (let's keep it real)
And it ain't that I'm over you
It's not what keeps me up all night
It's the future you create in your own damn mind
It's the walls of a sand castle
That crumbles
When you thought it could withstand the test of time
(Let it crumble)
In the beginning, it was just a cruel game
A Catch the Fox and grab your prize,
Now it's just the distance and
The feeling that it all was a
Tremendous waste of time
(And I don't deserve this)
And you surely don't deserve me
And I know someday I will find
What is Righteously mine
(You better believe it)
'Cause it was the walls of a sand castle
That crumbled
When you thought it could withstand the test of time
(Let it crumble)
And one day I will be able to look back
To this moment in my life
And wonder who was that girl I once knew
My god her name, her name
And one day I wanna look back
To this moment in my life
And wonder who was that girl I once knew
Her name
Completely slipped my mind
'Cause it was the walls of a sand castle
That crumbled
When you thought it could withstand the test of time
(Let it crumble)
Now it is time to say
Arrivederci
Sayonara
Adieu
Tchau
And a resounding goodbye