Mindscape Apocalypse - Long Dead Lyrics

Every single word I speak
Spoken with uncertainty
Don't save me, I'm sinking
In a sea of misery
Anxiety, paralyzing
Time is dragging, agonizing
It starts with shallow breath
Tightness in the chest
Rapid heartbeats
Now I'm f*cking panicking
And falling for eternity
Through torment and self-pity
It starts with shallow breath
Tightness in the chest
Rapid heartbeats
Now I'm f*cking panicking
And falling for eternity
Through torment and self-pity
By the time you find me, I will be long dead
Swinging from the ceiling, hanging on what you said
What doesn't kill me makes me wish I was dead
Tie a noose, hanging on every word that you said
By the time you find me, I will be long dead
Swinging from the ceiling, hanging on what you said
What doesn't kill me makes me wish I was dead
Tie a noose, hanging on every word that you said
Because when you finally rest, I'll be the only one in peace
I cannot live until you're deceased
I cannot grow, smothered by your shadow
Just how much you f*cked me up don't think you'll ever
Know
Born to die, live to love
But I know I'm not enough
If I give in, if I give up
Maybe then you'd give a f*ck
Losing my mind, romanticize suicide
No one's on your side up until you
Die
All because by the time you find me, I will be long dead