Mineral Point - Ethanol (feat. Sean Romulus) Lyrics

I sit here feeling so alone
So many people around me care
But I don't wanna open up
I'll just drink my sorrows away
I don't want this life
I can only fake me for so long
The sinking clouds, the floor pulled out, the break before the bend
I don't want this light
Leave me in the dark a little more
It's comforting, I'm weightless floating in obsidian
I can't find the motivation
To fix everything that I f*cked up
I should have never picked that bottle up
I f*cking hate when I feel this way
I don't want this life
I can only fake me for so long
The sinking clouds, the floor pulled out, the break before the bend
I don't want this light
Leave me in the dark a little more
It's comforting, I'm weightless floating in obsidian
Cause everything I touch
Just becomes more damaged than before
Another consequence that weighs me down on to the floor
I don't want this light
Leave me in the dark a little more
Why does it feel like drowning
Why does it feel like I can't breath
I don't want this anymore
I don't want this anymore
I'm drowning
I don't want this anymore
I can't breath
I don't want this anymore
I'm drowning
I don't want this anymore
I can't breath
I don't want this life
I can only fake me for so long
The sinking clouds, the floor pulled out, the break before the bend
I don't want this light
Leave me in the dark a little more
It's comforting, I'm weightless floating in obsidian
Cause everything I touch
Just becomes more damaged than before
Another consequence that weighs me down on to the floor
I don't want this light
Leave me in the dark a little more
Why does it feel like drowning
Why does it feel like I can't breath