Mini Meltdowns - Afraid of Everything Lyrics

I'm afraid to go outside
I just want to go and hide
I've been feeling sick and scared
Please don't make me go there
I just want to stay inside

I'm afraid to go to work
I miss the way that things were
My knees are feeling weak
I've been sick for several weeks
I'm just looking for relief

I'm afraid of the world outside
I just want to run and hide
I'm afraid of what's outside
But I have to keep on trying

Why am I always to blame?
I'm just sitting here in pain
This makes me feel ashamed
And I forget my name
It's driving me insane

I'm afraid to lose my mind
My family treats me so unkind
It's been a month in my own head
I don't want to leave the bed
Hoping I'm not left for dead

I'm afraid of the world outside
I just want to run and hide
I'm afraid of what's outside
I'm about to lose my mind