Last time i talked to you was in my dreams
Thought our friendship was strong, guess things are not they seem
Had your back when you were trapped, and your life was hard and it stinged
But you left like we ain't met and ain't gone through all of these things
But, it's okay because now I know that i wasn't
Worth it for f*cking shit and my wallet was never buzzing
Still I'm F*cking jobless, damn, man what the f*ck was
I thinking when i thought for a sec I could be your husband
Man I'm kinda glad that you didn't end up with me
Because I got things you couldn't buy but i couldn't but i couldn't buy you the things
For Christmas, Valentines, September thirteenth
Only I thing I had was my heart, but I feel like it never beats
And it's kinda hard to deal with you being gone
It's kinda hard to put my feeling in song
It's kinda hard to deal with all the sharp pain in my heart
Trapped in the dark, and torn apart, man I wish that we could restart
And honestly I've been missing you every day
Not a single one goes by when i never think of your face
Let me make it clear right now that this song isn't full of hate
This is just what I've been feeling ever since you went away
All the time in my mind, yes I've been feeling crappy
But it don't matter as long as you're living life happy
Music is all I got, so you know that I'll continue rapping
I wish you never left, but f*ck it I guess things happen
I wish you well