Shallowing Video (MV)

Thinking about it
I'm singing about it again
I felt a trail behind for most of my damn life
Always a chess piece in this arcade realm of ice
I think I've a good reason to leave this all behind
'Cause this shit won't leave me behind!
Always knew there was something
To keep me afloat
That kept me wondering
"Is there so much more?"
But now I find
I've felt it this whole time
Laid in this hollow
State of mind, but it's not mine
Hold my sinking breath
I think I'm shallowing
This hole I'm swimming
I felt this connection
Hopefully I'm in
The middle of my head
For so long I've waited to tread the surface
I'm breaking in, as I have turned to red
Always in the background of these empty lives
I know myself to know
To know how that's a lie
A little too aware of
Of myself sometimes
I am worth more than I may realize
Hold my sinking breath
I think I'm shallowing
This hole I'm swimming
I felt this connection
Hopefully I'm in
The middle of my head
For so long I've waited to tread the surface
I'm breaking in
On the floor
In the door
I'm asking for
God, give me the reason
To fall for
I might be out of my mind
I won't see until I'm blind
I will not let you define me
Won't let you splinter me
I might be out of my mind
I won't speak until I'm fine
I won't breathe until I die
I won't let you splinter me
I might be out of my mind
I won't see until I'm blind
I will not let you define me
Won't let you splinter me
I might be out of my mind
I won't speak until I'm fine
I won't breathe until I die
I won't let you splinter me