And your vibe it was colder than the weather
And it lasts for a while I know it won't stay here forever
When I saw the lights go on I knew you came home
I was waiting in my room, lotta thoughts in my dome
You told me how you don't wanna do this anymore
How everything sucks and how you done this before
I had my time taking it, I didn't know what to say
It's a matter of time for you but to me it's everyday
So I lied to myself, told you everything was gonna be fine
But I kinda hated that, it felt like a lie
You disagreed with me and got something to drink
I was in the stars, it was hard for me to think
Everyone hates you and they have no reason to
If it makes u feel better I f*cking hate them bitches too
I don't know how to do it but I'll do it on my own
I don't trust anybody cause it's always just a show
When I saw you cry I felt like I died though
Hard for me to cope, so I smoke some more dough
I know u hate that, but I hate it too though
I'm falling off the edge, my body's on the floor
And ur vibe it was colder than the weather
And it lasts for a while I know it won't stay here forever
When I saw the lights go on I knew you came home
I was waiting in my room, lotta thoughts in my dome
You told me how u don't wanna do this anymore
How everything sucks and how you done this before
I had my time taking it, I didn't know what to say
It's a matter of time for you but to me it's everyday
I knew u loved me since we met in December
My friends told me "this your chance you have to go and get her"
Ever since then, I started to feel a bit better
I still wanna die doe, I hope you read this letter
Inside my head's a scream, I don't wanna hear you shout
You can leave me, I know, your better off without
Welcome to my head I hope your ready for the sorrow
When I go to sleep I hope I don't see no tomorrow
And your vibe it was colder than the weather
And it lasts for a while I know it won't stay here forever
When I saw the lights go on I knew you came home
I was waiting in my room, lotta thoughts in my dome
You told me how you don't wanna do this anymore
How everything sucks and how you done this before
I had my time taking it, I didn't know what to say
It's a matter of time for you but to me it's everyday
I can make you feel things you never thought were real
I can hurt myself on a daily if it'll help you heal
And I'm staying on my grind, I don't know what u see
What if I saw myself in the same way u see me?
I'm staying to myself I never get lost in the mix
I hope that I'm someone that you'll know how to fix
And I know your so clever you can read me like a book
Remember how you told me all it took was one look