At times I don't know why I do the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Round and round I go in this loop, no good for myself sometimes, yeah that's true
Why do I do all the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Once again, lost myself in you
Woah woah woah, let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose (lost my train of thought a little bit there)
But I carry on walking
The future is calling
Standing tall in the storm, the lightning strikes but there's warning, work
I've got to put more in, progression is key to open the door and
Eagle eye now I'm soaring, at times not sure, self doubt comes in crawling
If I don't ignore, it's back to the war in my own mind, myself and I, polar, bye, hi, snow, then solar shine
Am I living a life or am I living a lie
Trading in time to take off on a flight
An escape from reality to regain sanity but in clarity I want to live happily
But something inside of me is grappling at my sense of freedom
That kind of feels like is fleeting
Shall I take a seat in this nightmarish dream that keeps seeming to split me in two
Take pity on me? Nah, I don't want pity from you, I'm not the guy I used to be so please don't assume
Life's as pretty or gloomy as I make it out to be so what I do to me's confusing
At times I don't know why I do the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Round and round I go in this loop, no good for myself sometimes, yeah that's true
Why do I do all the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Once again, lost myself in you
Woah woah woah, let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
I've got something to prove, only to me though, not you
I've been feeling confused, untangling truths
Lighting a fuse, heighten my muse, retying my shoes, fed up of feeling so blue
This ocean is deep but I keep sailing through
Wave after wave, drifting away, problematic ey?
What can I say? I do it to myself, there's only me I can blame
I need a bar, let me think, baby give me a break
Why's the first thing on my mind alleviate? Wait
Now I don't feel the same
I know the pleasure brings pain
It's like I'm playing a game
That's f*cking stuck on replay, there's only me that can change
The way that I see the world spinning yeah
Smile or cry? Which do you prefer? Which will you bear?
Never know what's coming round the bend, cannot prepare
I try my best to live in the moment the best I can but still
At times I don't know why I do the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Round and round I go in this loop
No good for myself sometimes, yeah that's true
Why do I do all the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Once again, lost myself in you
Woah woah woah, let me loose
At times I don't know why I do the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Round and round I go in this loop
No good for myself sometimes, yeah that's true
Why do I do all the things I do
All this shit that I put me through
Once again, lost myself in you
Woah woah woah, let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose
Let me loose