mirrorlesss - Connection2No1 Lyrics

I've never felt so alone
I'm back home, I got no where to go
I feel like I've grown
But I've got nothing to show for it

You'll cosplay me but you'd never wanna be me
Metal in my face I know hella people think I'm a freak
You couldn't handle that small amount of scrutiny
Being shunned ain't nothing new to me

I've never felt so alone
I'm back home I got no where to go
No one understands how I feel inside
I could just throw myself off Nationwide
I've never felt so alone
Connection!
(Leaning out the window)
To No one!
(Thinking about jumping below)

Im falling and I'm grasping
For a connection
Something to bring me out
Of this never ending depression
I repent!

I've never felt so alone
Connection!
Leaning out the window
To No one!
I might jump below

I repent and I repent now
Can't name a relationship that hasn't soured
Come crashing down like the twin towers
I repent but if you cross me I might still hit you with the power
Of a million nukes,of a thousand suns
Battle has raged on for a thousand years and still no one's won
Can't even call it a draw
Everyone on both sides is traumatized and lost
Who am I to think this is something I can stop?

I've never felt so alone
Got no one connection to call my own
I might just jump off Nationwide
I can't keep my mind off suicide

Connection
Connection to no one
I'm thinking bout jumping below