holding on Video (MV)

My hand's been getting cramps
I don't know if I can keep holding on
You're always on the move
I'm stuck between the couch cushions
I'm just trying to keep up
But I don't think I'm enough
I haven't changed abit since we met in high school
I'm burning when I move
I'm learning to lose you
It will just take time for you to feel this too
I don't know how you can keep asking me out
When every single f*cking time I just turn you down
Yet you never give up when I do so
And every single time I just can't grow
But you keep growing
Right past me
Just stick the knife in my back I know you want it
I know your friends hate me
I know you'll listen to them
I'll just enjoy the pain until it all just ends
My hand's been getting cramps
I don't know if I can keep holding on
You're always on the move
I'm stuck between the couch cushions
I'm just trying to keep up
But I don't think I'm enough
I haven't changed abit since we met in high school
It's been such a long time since I've seen you around
Now I can't think so clearly, my head's in the clouds
I'd want to hold you gently
So bad I'd make up memories
Inside my head of both of us
Still that's not close enough
And I'm no knight on this mission
Shit, I'm barely the fool
Cause I haven't changed a bit since we met in high school
My hand's been getting cramps
I don't know if I can keep holding on
You're always on the move
I'm stuck between the couch cushions
I'm just trying to keep up
But I know I'm not enough
I haven't changed abit since we fought in the living room