Thoughts they tear me down I cannot take much more
Every night ends with me drunk upon the floor
Numbing never really seemed to f*cking help me
Especially with the curse of your memory
I am so dead inside
Walking but not alive
Love must still have me blind
I wish I could rewind
Thoughts they build up I can't sleep and they all have a hold of me
Wrapping tight around my throat until I grasp for air and choke
But they won't stop and I don't want them to because I want to die
Leave this world of shit with you finally off my mind
Thoughts they build up I can't sleep and they all have a hold of me
Wrapping tight around my throat until I grasp for air and choke
And I can't wait until its over
Long awaited past due sleep
Then I can realize what it means to be a memory