6ft Video (MV)

Lately it's hard for me to go and follow my dreams
With these voices in my head damn I only hear screams
Everybody that I'm close to just up and leaves
Is it a game with the devil playing follow the lead
And now your six feet deep my sacrifice wit creed
Left me outta breath till I fall to my knees
Now I'm screaming lord please why would you take him from me
I need a motherf*ckin answer for my sanity
Still no reply like I'm getting his dial tone
Had me wondering why he won't even pick up the phone
Personalizing thinking that I did something wrong
I shouldn't have to feel this way while I'm sitting at home alone
Lights out is how I deal wit the pain
Letting out the tears cuz I never keep em contained
Wild thoughts in my brain and I'm starting to go insane
Nobody can help when my cries are covered by the rain

I don't wanna live no more
I just wanna join you
Six feet below me
I don't wanna live no more
I just wanna join you
Six feet below me (This is my final call)

At the funeral I can see where the noose was around your throat
I gag and choke while reading out the words that I wrote
A constant channel of emotions someone pass the remote
I'm in the middle of the ocean with nothin to stay afloat
Or row this boat I'm sinking and drowning up in my sorrow
Can't even begin to think what's gonna happen tomorrow
The kids are laughing at me for the time that I borrowed
To go to the counselor before I let it all spiral outta control
I feel like I'm losing apart of my soul
It's taking a toll to act like Im not warping the scroll
Through the bottom of this bottle I'm stuck in a blackhole
A diamond in the rough but it's turning out to be coal
Cuz you ain't here no more man I'm missing my best friend
Seems like suicide lately is the only trend
So I look at your face in this book of memories
Nobody can help when my cries are covered by the misery

I don't wanna live no more
I just wanna join you
Six feet below me
I don't wanna live no more
I just wanna join you
Six feet below me (This is my final call)