Alone Video (MV)

I never had the perfect life the perfect family
I used to look at them other kids like there life was some fantasy
That I wanted everything needed was given
No askin at Christmas it was within the beautiful ribbon
Gift wrap or gift bag I really wanted to have that
But when I got it wishing I could take it back
I'm not materialistic that's a lie I am a little bit
But narcissistic we're the little kids
So I grew up wit envy at all the male figures
Treated as a pawn disposable by the king wit his finger always on the trigger
Despise in my heart disgust for the household
That's when I seen a light start to glow
An angel was presented and I felt myself calm
Appearing from the light was my mom
Amen
I thank a higher power that someone was good enough to come and take my palm now walk wit me

I don't wanna die alone
Someone get from this hole
I don't wanna die alone
I don't know how to let go
I don't wanna die alone
Someone get from this hole
I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna die I don't wanna die now

Family secrets are always treated as a different subject
Acting like we perfect in public
See that's a lie we dysfunctional like all the rest
But putting on a smile like we were the best see
To tell the struggle from my soul I give you this art
The walls are crumbling down everything is falling apart
Building uses too much energy so why start
If I ain't feeling the love then I must feel a broken heart
All of us are victims in our own way
Across the bay I see the lights start to fade away
The darkness and the evil wanna come out to play
So I pray for the strength to let me see another pshhh
The truth is I struggle with religion
Every description is different I'm thinking that it's fiction
The holy turned sin I guess the sin is holy
Mankind is jumping off a cage McFoley

I don't wanna die alone
Someone get from this hole
I don't wanna die alone
I don't know how to let go
I don't wanna die alone
Someone get from this hole
I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna die I don't wanna die now
I don't wanna die alone
Someone get from this hole
I don't wanna die alone
I don't know how to let go
I don't wanna die alone
Someone get from this hole
I don't wanna die alone
I don't wanna die I don't wanna die now