Chasing this high, I've been my whole life
Pretending it's right, this numbness inside
It comes out and I'm so happy
Well, God knows what my heart needs
Maybe I'm lost, or maybe the cost
For so little, so much
Man, what have I done
Well, I just watched my life flash past me Cause where have I been this last week
I've been hurt, I've been broken and angry I've been trying to rewrite my story
But now you've got a hold on me So tight that I cannot breathe
At night, you're the one I need
When, I wish that I could sleep
Maybe I need this high, or maybe I wasn't right
Maybe I'm all alone, maybe I just need to go
Just go home, I should just go home Just go home, I should just go
When we were young, I remember the love How it came like a flood, then left with one
Well, I thought that I was happy
Well, I got lost when my lies caught me
Now I'm alone, if only I'd known
That you have let go God, I miss my home
Well, it's so hard to watch you cry
I wasn't supposed to be the bad guy
Well, tell me what have I just done?
Waking up beside someone
I thought you were the one I loved
How could I ever have been so wrong
I swear to God it wasn't me
Was I drunk or was I just asleep
I didn't have control, I'm weak
Then I threw away everything
Now you've got a hold on me So tight that I cannot breathe
At night you're the one I need When, I wish that I could sleep
Maybe I need this high, or maybe I wasn't right
Maybe I'm all alone, maybe I just need to go
Home
Now you've got a hold on me So tight that I cannot breathe
At night you're the one I need When, I wish that I could sleep
Maybe I need this high, or maybe I wasn't right
Maybe I'm all alone, maybe I just need to go
Now you've got a hold on me So tight that I cannot breathe
At night you're the one I need
When, I wish that I could sleep
Maybe I need this high, or maybe I wasn't right
Maybe I'm all alone, maybe I just need to go