I remember sleeping on my grandmama couch
Shit was too small my feet would stick out
I'm sleeping on a queen bed I fit now
Next to a queen I can dick down
Shit craze, 'cause I really started from the bottom
No bitch Drake, shooters in my hood is dummy rocking (Bop-boop)
Section eight, yeah my grandmother is living on it
That shit made, me who I am today being honest (Yah)
If everything was peachy and my life was rated PG
Then my songs be kind of boring and you never hear or see me (Nope)
But I never had a home, never had shit of my own
Everything was on a loan from church moms was going (Thank the Lord)
The TV, the futon, the table even groceries
Emotionally ain't growing up 'cause mama wasn't showing me
So I was blowing trees, stone cold no feelings
Cryin' is for hoes I mean, that shit is o-u-t (Hoe shit)
Just another latino kid with no father figure
I don't even need to care I got a lot of liquor
Sleeping on the floor, wish the couch was a lil' bigger
Looking at the whole wide world with my middle finger (F*ck all y'all)
With my middle finger
Looking at the whole wide world with my middle finger
Sleeping on the floor 'cause I'm tired of the couch dog
Do this 'til the end thug life I'm an outlaw (Outlaw)
Growing up, I ain't give a f*ck about law
Do this 'til the end thug life I'm an outlaw (Outlaw)
Raise ya hands if you ever been kicked out the house dog
I don't give a f*ck, thug life I'm an outlaw
I been the new kid at school 15 times
That's having to prove I'm cool 15 times
Losing all my friends again 15 times (Outlaw)
Learned not to get attached 'cause shit be like
I swear one day they be ya riders (Riders), next day they saying bye in fact
Some snakes who just be liars in front your face or behind ya back
And mane that's hella whack but pay attention 'cause who you attract
Is a reflection of yourself mane, I swear that's a fact (God)
Now I read people as easily as a street sign
So if he feeble and being greasy I keep time
Ain't wasting it on a faking bitch that don't be right
Try me, my trigger finger itchin' like a flea bite (Boop-boop)
Jeans tight? Never son, floss chains and bracelets
Shanks with me f*ck hands mane I had braces (Brrt-bop)
Make shift weapons in the hood like we ancients
Stayed with at least a screw driver I was anxious (Bonar)
Always being judged at church youth groups embarrassing
Like an animal in zoo coups how they stare at me
Talking 'bout my family problems like I need therapy
Scared of me, but I ain't gon' rob 'em so how they dare to speak
Tired of the drama and the funkin' and the gossip mouths
Nah you ain't my brother, on mamas you done lost ya self (On mamas)
Shit on my mind I ain't ready to talk about
That's why I can't be sober, just to f*cking walk around
Sippin' on this bottle 'cause I'm tired of this cloud dog
Always rainy days in the world of an outlaw
Used to be brothers now you tryna see my down fall
E'ry body shady in the world of an outlaw
They gon' be lying on you when you get a lil' clout y'all
Dirt on my name in the world of an outlaw
So I don't care 'bout nothing 'cept to get this album out dog
F*ck e'ry body in the world of this outlaw
Coming to you live from my home studio
In south side Richmond California, nah mean?
This been a journey mane, we been trekking through this shit bruh
Been through the mud with this shit bruh
I put my real life into this album, real stories
Shit that actually happened like, for real for real
And I been working on this shit since summer 2017
It's February 2019 right now
As I'm recording this, and this shit still ain't done
I'm still mixing tracks, waiting for a couple
Features to get back, then we got mastering
Music videos, promotion and all that shit
I put more work into this album than probably any other project in my life
So, shout out to all the people that helped me out
With this album, Temoc, Najee
E-Money, e'ry body that gave me a feature
And everyone else, and I'd like to give a special thanks to
Alejandra, I love you
And by the way folks we got a baby on the way expected
July 2019 (Woo) so, that's hatnin (Woo)
And I'm excited, It ain't all smiles though
I lost a couple of my best friends through this shit, feel me
People that I thought we're my brothers, that been with me
Through some gimy shit feel me, people that originally
Had features on this album actually, then you find out
Ya brothers not really ya brother, mother f*ckers steal from you
Try to manipulate you, and are really only out for themselves
And you know how that shit go, the music game is a crazy game
It ain't for the faint of heart and, I ain't finna lie
You know this shit hurts but I just keep my side of the street clean
And keep on pushing feel me and success is the
Best revenge so, that's what I'm finna do
That's all I think about like, literally 90%
Of my thought is just about finishing this album
This my dream, my life goal
With this album, I tried to create my own lane in this rap game
My own style feel me? shit thats hot
But still got bars feel me? Shit to turn up to
But is also Real life shit
Stuff that maybe people will relate to while also
Giving y'all a look into my life, some of the shit that
I been through, obstacles I had to overcome
From poverty, addiction, mental health issues
Family problems and at the same time
Keeping it conscious with my politics feel me?
Real revolutionary hours, I'm tired of these
Racist ass Republicans and fake ass
Pretend-ocrats out here acting like they give a f*ck
About what we going through, then turn around
And f*ck us over just the same way
I love people, and I'd never turn my back on y'all
Yo hago esto para mi raza
Y toda la gente en el mundo
All the oppressed people of the world
I'm holding hip-hop to a higher standard
Here's to better music, a better future
And as one of my favorite rappers Immortal Technique said
Viva la revolución! (Revolución)