M.O.C. - Grey Lyrics

I've been bruised
Abusing myself
I need you
Confusing myself
Try to have a good night
I'll ruin mine
I'm running out of time
I need to decide
I can't choose
Could never refuse
Weight all on my shoulders
And pressure I'm pulling closer
The ending is never over
For real, I could show you
Black and white mind state is no way to stay
Let's blur some lines and step in the grey
I can choose what I can lose
Or what I can gain
Overlying narrative
That's what's keeping me sane
So many choices
So many mistakes
I don't feel real, so am I fake?
Dive in head first like rain
Do you mind your brain?
Well, I'm trying to explain
But it doesn't function
I'll write on this page
But there's an interruption
Get out of my way
I feel like I'm corrupted
I'm lost in a maze
And the winter's coming
I got to arrange
So buck up kid
Don't repeat the loop
Don't repeat the loop
Don't repeat the loop
I need to let go of the goose
I need to be loose
Embrace your funk
Embrace the moose
Learn to fall with grace
The fall will end soon
Just hang on man
Just hang on man
Well, how can I?
When I'm feeling detached
Timeline's kind of f*cked up
It's hard to keep track
Pixelated stars start to attack
Insulated walls start closing in
Stay still or react?
Can I be apt?
Should I backtrack or Is This Really It?
Fiction or Fact?
A lot of questions asked
But you don't have to have it all figured out
You don't have to have it all figured out
You do not have to have it all figured out, man
Well, that's kind of abstract
Existing in thought
But it's hard to keep wrapped
Trucking along
But us humans adapt
Two sides of every puzzle
I cut it in half
Until the egg is cracked
But what came first
The chicken or that?
It's time to step back