Yeah, I gotta do what I gotta do
Riding with that blicky fully loaded
Stepping on this whip like that shit stolen baby
I swear this pain I can't control it
I'm falling' asleep I'm tryna focus baby
I'm off these drugs I'm stupid high
I don't wanna die
I'll be honest, no more lies
Got a feeling' like this gon' be my last ride tonight
Man I swear I tried to change
There's nothin' in my heart or in my soul I'm going insane
I feel God tryna pull me in and I'm pushin' away
There's nothin' left to say
I bow down and I pray, Lord knows I'm not okay
If I keep putting' off then I might put myself away
I'm riding through the streets clutching on heat out like a stray
I'm not promised tomorrow, I'ma live it up today
If you knew how I felt, you would kill yourself today
I tried to elevate my mind, my flight kept getting delayed
I'm feeling like the Weeknd baby, I can't feel my face
My life just went full circle, but I know I'm gon' be straight
And I cannot complain, I'm alive another day
Riding' with that blicky fully loaded
Stepping' on this whip like that shit stolen baby
I swear this pain I can't control it
I'm falling' asleep I'm tryna focus baby
I'm off these drugs I'm stupid high
I don't wanna die
I'll be honest, no more lies
Got a feeling' like this gon' be my last ride tonight
I'ma make that green, but it's not my only purpose
From the morning to the evening, been puttin' that work in
Yeah, yeah, do it if it hurts, and I got what it takes
Sometimes I just can't put into words what I be tryna say
Tryin' to be better, can't be perfect, no, it ain't no way
Tryin' to be better, I ain't feeling better, I ain't here to tell it
I ain't bout no cheddar, I ain't here forever
I swing the state like Donatella
I, I'm a bag getter, I'ma take my time
I don't play with God, that's a vendetta
And I don't wanna die
Riding with that blicky fully loaded
Stepping on this whip like that shit stolen baby
I swear this pain I can't control it
I'm falling' asleep I'm tryna focus baby
I'm off these drugs I'm stupid high
I don't wanna die
I'll be honest, no more lies
Got a feeling' like this gon' be my last ride tonight