Modern Crocodiles - Group chat Lyrics

I never had a group chat
I wouldn't know what to say
I get invited out for drinks
But never brunch the next day
I just feel so different
Like wires crossed inside my brain
My mother thinks I'm special
But I just feel insane
So I keep busy
I write my goals out in a list
And it keeps me going
Gives me reasons to exist
But I get nervous
At the end of the day
I have so much direction
But pointing the wrong way
I don't wanna regret this
I really don't wanna regret this
I don't wanna regret any of this
Now it's summer
A brand new start
I make another record
And I nurse my broken heart
Been keeping secrets
From my best friend
Not knowing if she'll ever wanna talk to me again
But I'm determined
And tightly wound
Dug such a deep foundation
Now I'm lost under the ground
Still I walk backwards
I've been so foolish all along
Instead of making progress
I just write this stupid song
I don't wanna regret this
I really don't wanna regret this
I don't wanna regret any of this
I don't wanna regret any of this