Modern Instincts - Alternate Reality Lyrics

I heard that I was beautiful today
But I can't stop the violence or the grimace on a face
She was feeling ugly and it made me stay awake
That's not salted caramel that's just tears over a cake
Now everybody knows just like I'm dying on the outside
The conflict of interest, inability to confide

But in an alternate reality
One in which she says to me

I want you trust that it's true
I wanna hear it everyday there's no one for you but me

If after midnight all this shit turns into pumpkins
I'll live without the moon, without stars, let me have this one thing
Until I build this contraption to take me far away
I'll refamiliarize with the terrestrial and mundane

But I wait for a reality
One in which she says to me

I want you trust that it's true
I wanna hear it everyday there's no one for you but me

So I wait for a reality
One in which she says to me

I want you trust that it's true
I wanna hear it everyday there's no one for you but me