Lost Video (MV)

No I can't live my life
No I can't live my life
No I can't live my life
No I can't live my life ops tryna kill me (Tryna kill me)
So I lurk late at night plan to do em filthy (Brrrrrroow)
I lost my faith in Christ bet you can't feel me (You can't feel me)
My heart cold as ice Don't need your pitty (Don't need it)
No one understand me not even my own family
I been taking losses left and right I'm barely standing
I remember screaming out god can you hear me (On my knees)
I ain't even get a reply I lost my bro jeez (Free Jeez)
I know I'm going to jail soon
My sister said it's breaking her she breaking me too
Everyday I'm out here stressing tryna find my next move
Ain't never fold to no pressure no faith I push through
They tryna label me a killer I scratched the serial off
I done committed to a bid I don't know where I went wrong
Could never commit to a bitch my whole life I been lost
I gotta find myself no can't focus on no jawn
Don't call me no thief as I proceed with this heist
They took my bro from me I'm gon take back whats mine
Can't get no reimbursement guess I'm gon take his life
But you needa feel it first so ya bro a sacrifice
When I had my freedom ya didn't show love
Now that I'm leaving you best not show up
Shoulda knew you was just scheming but you won't come up
I'll get you high off this pipe left for dead now you stuck
No I can't live my life ops tryna kill me (Tryna kill me)
So I lurk late at night plan to do em filthy (Brrrrrroow)
I lost my faith in Christ bet you can't feel me (You can't feel me)
My heart cold as ice Don't need your pitty (Don't need it)
No one understand me not even my own family
I been taking losses left and right I'm barely standing
I remember screaming out god can you hear me (On my knees)
I ain't even get a reply I lost my bro jeez (Free Jeez)
Self preservation I put my heart on ice
Built up some walls so vacant I live a lonely life
See life so short it's like I lived it twice
My city full of war I lurk late at night
I lost a brother mourned with his mother
Pain like no other I miss my parents forever
Most important people in my life and I can't hug em
Oppas saw my brother and felt like they had to slug em
Price all on my head got me feeling anxious
I done felt the pressure still ain't ducking danger
How this n***a know my name but he a stranger
Started ducking for them raids know my tail been flaming
Remember late nights staring down my own barrel
I was thinking of creating my own apparel
Can't go like that I go gorilla like I'm feral
I'm gon burn down the scene tryna leave it sterile
No I can't live my life ops tryna kill me (Tryna kill me)
So I lurk late at night plan to do em filthy (Brrrrrroow)
I lost my faith in Christ bet you can't feel me (You can't feel me)
My heart cold as ice Don't need your pitty (Don't need it)
No one understand me not even my own family
I been taking losses left and right I'm barely standing
I remember screaming out god can you hear me (On my knees)
I ain't even reply I lost my bro jeez (Free Jeez)