M.O.G - Ain't living right Lyrics

Yeah, I know, I ain't livin' right
F*ckin' high in the building
Still, I'm goin' crazy on music
You know that, oh, oh
Killing my troubles
Can't you see it? (Yeah)
Trouble in my mind
It's apparent (yeah)
Swallow these pills, losing my pride
I swallow, kill myself, I'm high
Demons in my face
Yeah, hope the pills are laced
Not feelin' alive, any day
I ain't livin' right
I ain't livin' right
I ain't livin' right
I ain't livin' right
Drugs on standby, just to live by
I ain't livin' right
I ain't livin' right
From the start, I'm high
To the end, I fight
I ain't livin' right
I ain't livin' right
I ain't livin' right
I ain't livin' right
Not feelin' alive, in hell, I dive
A lot of signs, telling me, you gon' leave
My side
So many mistakes (mistakes)
In my mind
Back in 2018, I was just a sweet child
Having dreams
I even achieved, got money but
There's a hole, in my soul, in a coma
It's asleep
Smile on my face, when my demons
Are asleep
High like a junkie
Rockstar bitch
Pour a cup, get high and cry a lil bit
I ain't livin' right, yeah, I noticed
I ain't livin' right
Yeah, I know it
I ain't livin' with good habits
I ain't livin' right
Drugs is a weapon
I ain't livin' right
Drugs, it is a nasty bitch
I ain't livin' fine
Sad as a bitch
Just Put a smile, get high and get rich
Yeah, yeah
I ain't livin' right