M.O.G - Already dead Lyrics

Yeeza, shut up, Ivus, what the hell?
I feel sick in this room, and it's real late
What time is it, maybe two
And I feel, ashamed
Losing my sanity, yeah, feeling insane
Rockstar bitch, of a pill, can't contain
Myself, I need help, of the percocets
It's a fantanyl, already dead, singing notes
I can see shadows, pills at the door
Already dead, already
Already dead, already
Already dead, already (yeah)
Who's to blame? Just myself
I don't blame anyone else
It's my destiny, to feel helpless
My prodigy
Gon' end up in drug addiction, depression
Bad habits, in my bed, snoring
Of that diet coke, coke, coke
My man been doing all that coke
He can't feel his nose
Of the drugs, I can feel, I'm a choke
I'm a vampire, and I'm alone, in my castle
Already dead, already dead
Already dead, already dead, yeah
Already dead
Monsters in my head
Monsters in my head
I know, know they want me dead
Know I'm a choke
Already dead, already dead
Already dead, Blurry vision, yeah, yeah
Already dead, already dead
Already dead, I'm already dead