My life is getting frightening
Like a thunder, I got the Lightning
Mog got the bic, roll it up, then light it
Smokin' on reefer, I'm high as a bitch
(Oh)
I'm a druggie, I can't even deny it
I can't deny it
F*cked up of the percs
My mouth is drying and my soul is fighting
Is the pain gon' last forever
Or is it just for a moment?
I'm getting higher, I can't even feel shit
(I can't feel shit) I can't feel nothing
I'm numb of the vyvanse (huh, huh)
Drugs is cool until you cry, type shit
It's cool until, you can feel your chest
Dying
I'mma die of a cardiac arrest (yeah)
I'ma try to do my best (yeah)
I'ma try to do it without the stress (yeah)
These sober episodes got me impressed
Soberin up is my main quest
God, let me know am I blessed? (Yeah)
Acting like a fool, acting reckless
F*ck myself, I'm a mess
Truth is so hard to digest
To demons, I confess
My life is getting frightening
Like a thunder, I got the Lightning
Mog got the bic, roll it up, then light it
Smokin' on reefer, I'm high as a bitch
(Oh)
I'm a druggie, I can't deny it (deny it)
I can't deny it
F*cked up of the percs
My mouth is drying and my soul is fighting
Will I do it, will I arrive, To a point
That I feel alive?
To a point, (to a point) to a point
(To a point)
To a point, to a point
F*ck a broad, get the pint
In the lava, myself to blame
F*ck the lame, f*ck the pain
F*ck the drama, life ain't a game
Ain't fiction, ain't a game
Drugs is stuck in my face
Love disappeared last year
No heart in my system, so many problems
I'm trying to conceal them
I met my own demise
I found myself in my downtime
My life is getting frightening
Like a thunder, I got the Lightning
Mog got the bic, roll it up, then light it
(Oh)
Smokin' on reefer, I'm high as a bitch
(Oh)
I'm a druggie, I can't deny it (deny it)
F*cked up of the percs (yeah)
My mouth is drying and my soul is fighting
Oh-oh, (oh-oh) I'm fighting demons
(I'm fighting demons) mmh, oh