M.O.G - Until i die Lyrics

Getting high until i die
I have this feeling of chillin
All over my body
I know od kills, don't remind me
I numb the pain with oxy
I numb the pain with that good green
And I'm still sad, i still bleed
What should I do to fix my soul?
I feel alone, I'm stuck in my soul
Black hole
Satan telling me to go break a leg
Next thing you know
The pills are breakin' my neck
Huh
Breakin' my chest
What do I have left? Nothin' left
I confide to the love of my life
To feel alright
I'm shuttin down my eyes
She doesn't deserve that life,
Getting high
Until I die
Numbing my face with substances
Numbing my face off the vyvanse
Got to stay focus my girl need me
I still bleed, I still bleed
Creative mind
Been through dark times
Midas touch, yeah, yeah, pour me a cup
Pour me your love
I hope her love never runs out
Or else im falling on the ground
On the ground
My heart is shuttin down
I can feel it comin'
My heart racing
Feelin' unresponsive
Need an ambulance, wheezin' and spittin
Oh, off the oxy getting high
Off that green getting high
Until I die, until I cry
And even I'm still gon get high
Shed tears all my life
So I'm used to it im getting high
Until I die