M.O.G - Will i die? Lyrics

Will i die?
Will i die?
Oh-oh
I'm feelin' abbandoned
Tell me, do you have a bandage?
In the darkness, I've been through it
Tell me do you have some medicine?
I'm feeling abbandoned
Tell me Do you have a bandage?
In the darkness, I've been through it
Off the medicine, off the medicine
On the weed, give me that spliff
I smoke the spliff
Dealing with pain on my own
Don't know my way, my way home
Off the drugs fillin up the hole
In my soul
But it's still hollow still sore
I just, want to gooooo
Just, want to goooooo
Please answer your phone
Throwing rocks at your window
Nooooo, i feel lowww
In the cold
Rappin on the low
Sober up, hell no
Got colder when you didn't answered
You're phone
I guess imm'a do this on my own
Don't know where is my mental
Im' feelin' abbandoned
Tell me Do you have a bandage?
Through the darkness,
I've been through it
Tell me Do you have medicine?
I'm feeling, I'm feelin'
Like hidin' inside of myself
Demons marchin' in
Will i die?
Will i fight?
Tell me anxiety can leave
Always stressed please Tell me
Imma numb the pain with the lean
Maybe with oxycodone
Codeine fountain
Cost me a car note
This is not a pedal, im going full throttle
I just want to crash the murcielago
Like jésus take the wheel, im drowning with gelato and styrofoam
Or even pills
We like the titanic, we drowning
And it's gettin' real
You see the meds in my hands
But it's still no advil
It's the blue pills
I can't feel But i still
Can feel everything
Do you have the medicine?
Do you have a bandage?
I've been through it
Losin' in the darkness
Playing poker, with demons
We gamblin'
Livin' is harder than dying