Molly Siddells - Thought of You Lyrics

I'm stuck in a nightmare
Holding my breath until I wake up
I'm walking on thin ice
Trying not to fall under, to the place where you were

I can't think about the things that bring, tears to my eyes
Turn my emotions to things that I don't have to hide

So every time I see flowers outside my door
Every time I see sunlight across my bedroom floor
It reminds me of you
And last night I heard raindrops atop of my roof
Thought of all the time in winter that I spent with you
I thought of you

I'm stuck just replying inside my head what I should have said
Do you think I could have changed this if I had just known what was going on
You told me you were getting help said that the pain was all gone
I knew I should have trusted myself
You would never let me know

Now every time I wake up to the sound of your voice
But it's just in my head, I can't if this is silence or noise
But I hear you in the sound of my guitar
Speeding up the record player
Like we used to laugh at before
I wish I could have done more

False hope when I hear the phone ring
On an early Monday morning
I will spend forever blaming myself
Wishing I could have done
More to help

Now every time I see flowers outside my door
Every time I see sunlight across my bedroom floor
It reminds me of you
And last night I heard raindrops atop of my roof
Thought of all the time in winter that I spent with you
I thought of you