I'm not the life of the party
Well not always
Not a people person much
But I try to keep in touch
I'm empathetic, though my brain sucks
But it can be good at helping me out
I just need to let it go sometimes
Sometimes I don't know how
Just because I like to joke
Doesn't mean it's always how I feel
Often times it is the case
Other times it's just how I deal
I can be very self interested
Yet still seek connection
So many people have things to teach
All of them are within my reach
I don't want to die as a dick
A lot of people just make me sick
I hate most people so I also hate myself
I love everyone so I love myself