I don't care if I don't get there
To Heaven or Paradise
Whatever you call it, something nice
I get you think there has to be
An all knowing judge who can see
Every strand of hair in eternity
This ain't New Age
Or some other bullshit
It's trying to be open minded
It took me long enough
Just to believe in myself
I still struggle at times
Guess I could use some help
So despite God's track record
I'll try my own kind of prayer
I ask, whoever you are, good or bad
If you exist, lead me
But I request for whoever is the possible true God
It's better like that
Why would I need one book
How would I pick a version
How about just a simple conversation
But don't leave me talking to myself
I know I'm crazy
And I have my doubts
So if you're even real
How about help us out
I am down for a better place
One beyond this world
But I can't believe in fairy tales
Cause I'm not an eight year old girl
Fantasy can build you up
Help you see behind the wall
Just have to know what is imagination
And not act like you know it all