MoneySign Suede - Red on My Mind Lyrics

I got red on my mind
And I'll die behind mine
If he gang, then I'ma slide
And I'll die behind mine

So many times I lost hope
'Member I ain't had nothing, but I felt close
Now they show me love, I wanted love when I was low
I remember wakin' up to an eviction notice note
I had a smile on my face, I was low and they ain't know
I ain't had nothing but holes on my clothes
They gon' leave you when you down, I ain't lying, that's for sure
So if their love is real, I suggest you keep 'em close
I suggest you keep 'em close, you gotta appreciate the real
I was going through a lot, so I appreciate the pill
I was tryna get more right when I had a popped wheel
I was doing bad, I was tryna help them niggas steal

I got red on my mind
And I'll die behind mine
If he gang, then I'ma slide
And I'll die behind mine
I got red on my mind
And I'll die behind mine
If he gang, then I'ma slide
And I'll die behind mine

I was tryna help 'em eat, they ain't appreciate my love
They act like they forgot when I was tryna help 'em up
Don't ask about my loyalty, you know that I'm a buzz
Every time I rolled around him, I was doing it for us
I was doing it for the team, everybody get a piece
But then a nigga learned they get a piece and then they leave
I was stepping for us heavy, it was us, not just me
I was thinking 'bout us, but I guess niggas got different dreams
Climbin' to the top, you gon' realize a lot
You gon' see the ones you love try to sneak into your spot
I had a gun before rap, so don't ask if I spin the block
Another nigga shot, all my niggas will get you dropped

I got red on my mind
And I'll die behind mine
If he gang, then I'ma slide
And I'll die behind mine
I got red on my mind
And I'll die behind mine
If he gang, then I'ma slide
And I'll die behind mine
I got red on my mind
And I'll die behind mine
If he gang, then I'ma slide
And I'll die behind mine