Neon Video (MV)

First chapter, a second life
Each night exposed to neon light
With every drink I try to maximize
The damage that it does inside
Cut, cuts me like a knife
I tried, to fix that broken life
Restore all that was mine
I failed to keep myself alive
Now a sun that used to shine so bright
Will only blind these blood shot eyes

A new injection
That promises perfection
Another false salvation
Can you handle the humiliation?
We're hollow, with all the shit we swallow
We'll crash into tomorrow
False state of security
A new creation
Set it's destination
At full acceleration
Perfect design of imperfection
No one stands to fight
No one questions why
Head first into destruction

Are you my enemy, or are you just a part of me?
Why did I fall asleep and woke up in the wrong reality?
Breathe in, breathe out, this doesn't feel right
Blend in, stand out, this is the wrong life
Breathe in, breathe out, this never felt right
Blend in, stand out, this is the wrong

Sometimes, I think I'm loosing my mind
This can't be right, I don't fit in with this life
Sometimes, I feel I'm choking on lies
Cut, cuts me like a knife

Enjoy it as it falls apart
Enjoy it as it falls apart
Enjoy it as it falls apart
Enjoy it as it falls apart
Enjoy it as it falls

You're so predictable, you stand for nothing
Yet nothing is more than you will ever be
You don't seem to mind
That you're unable to see
That this is the wrong reality

Breathe in, breathe out, this doesn't feel right
Blend in, stand out, this is the wrong life
Breathe in, breathe out, this never felt right
Blend in, stand out, this is the wrong

Sometimes, it seems the harder I try
The more I fail to fit in with this life
Sometimes, I feel so empty inside
In time it starts to feel alright

Or maybe this is not our life
Or maybe this is not our life
Or maybe this is not our life but a goddamn lie

Or maybe this is not our life
Or maybe this is not our life
Or maybe this is not our life but a goddamn lie

Or maybe this is not our life
Or maybe this is
Maybe this is not our life and
Maybe it's just a goddamn lie

Maybe this is not our life and
Maybe it's just a goddamn lie