Cloudy Vision Video (MV)

Never happy always angry
F*ck the dread she blames me
F*ck the dead honestly
Sometimes I break truthfully
Sometimes I fake the smile on my face
Sometimes I fake the whole life I made
Don't need drugs to break my mind
No f*cking bitch is gonna change my life
Suicide is in my vision
Afterlife is what I'm seeing
Hate the lies nothing new
She said something never true
No hope for me in where i'm heading
Just a life of nonexistence
F*ck what they think of me
They'll never have what I breed

I'm so done with everything
Thoughts in my head start to ring
Dead to the point of lunacy
Hate myself endlessly
Nothing left for them to find
Just a corpse gouged out made blind
No one ever really cares
Just a f*cking useless plaything
Then I make a holy painting
With my brains up on the ceiling
Silent are my thoughts and feelings
Mangled body bloody twitching
Death is in the patient waiting
Just for me to take my life
Constant wonder of who am I
Constant thoughts of suicide