monotypes. - portal. (indecisive.) Lyrics

Indecisive with some paranoia
Maybe i could be the one ignored
But
I wont let u get ahead of me
Yet you're my only methamphetamine
Raise the stake of my insanity
You didn't know
What a sick a f*ckin plan it'd be
Cause if you slip up and fall
Then i will get ahead of time
Rewind your life
Define the why of strife

Wait till u figure it out
From demons u cannot hide
They'll drive u into the dark
And i wont turn on the light
Now it's despise that you're filled with
Cant keep on running from fate yet u still did
I'm keeping score on my grave with all the fallacies
I know it's sad to see
Me get ahead of time
Lying under dirt at night,
Dying by a flirt of flies
Why? Oh why? this curt surprise?