Monsonic - Wild Lyrics

I lost control again
Trying to defend
My vulnerability
These thoughts they sort of tend
To make enemies out of friends
And help me to pretend
Nothing hurts
I'm just fine
Go away
Not this time
Let me be
I'm so scared
Don't make me
Cannot repair
Don't wanna be wild
Just wanna feel alive
The anger's building
And I'm not chillin
I've gone wild
I don't wanna change
I just wanna feed
On my insecurities
Just how God made me
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help
Help me God
I'll beg and plea
I will learn
Empathy
And so then
Let it be
Grace within
Set me free
Don't wanna be wild
Just wanna feel alive
The anger's building
No more resentment
I'll just speak my mind