MontyyBandzz - Neva End (feat. Tmshad) Lyrics

Is this storm going to ever end
I keep trying to hide my pain, but this shit never end
No need for bandages
Is this storm going to ever end
I keep trying to hide my pain, but this shit never end
Messages, they steady left on read
Got open scars that still won't heal
No need for bandages
So many tears, its hard to hold them in
I had thought I lost it all
But then I rose again
She had made it hard to try to let me in
I had to close that back door
Cause I can't let her in
Talking out loud to God
I'm praying I don't sin again
Walking with doubt up in my heart, cause after all this time, he might not be my kid
Why would you take this shit so far?
I'm sticking to the end
And why you playing games with my heart?
I'm trying to get rid of it
I keep on, abusing all these drugs
It's kind of hard to quit
I done came too far, it's hard too get out of it
They just want to see me down
They don't want to see me win
So I'm blocking out my heart with all these benjamin's
You the climax and I'm the one who fell
Can't let this story end
Everybody ask if I'm okay
It just all depends
And I tried to love someone who wasn't done healing
Tryna make this relationship survive with damaged feelings
I'm asking Him to fix this, Lord I'm kneeling
And I'm trying to play my cards right
Got to watch the way I'm dealing
I wouldn't wish this on nobody, the way I'm feeling
Cause I been walking through a storm thats never ending
Is this storm going to ever end
I keep trying to hide my pain, but this shit never end
Messages, they steady left on read
Got open scars that still won't heal
No need for bandages
So many tears, its hard to hold them in
I had thought I lost it all
But then I rose again
She had made it hard to try to let me in
I had to close that back door
Cause I can't let her in (TM)
Holding back tears cause I ain't give up, vulnerability
No more struggling, times I wonder, I'm talking bout literally
Remember them days back as a youngin, nothing under the Christmas tree
Hard for a woman to raise a man, bird hustle viciously
Condition you in, still see greatness, faith could be mystery
Trying not to die from taking these drugs, abused critically
Open my eyes, saved by God, I'm speaking biblically
Cut from a different cloth, why niggas don't be feeling me
My bitch wanna argue, get me out my body
I ain't got the energy
You the cause and I'm the one you effect
I showed empathy
This money f*ck around break some bonds
Sitting, penitentiary
Could have made them M's together, on God
Drown in yo misery
Get on my knees and talk to God
Can't let em get to me
Emotional damage never end
I'm good physically
Thought you had the answer to my heart
You want the remedy
Thought you had the answer to my heart
You want the remedy, nah
Is this storm going to ever end
I keep trying to hide my pain, but this shit never end
Messages, they steady left on read
Got open scars that still won't heal
No need for bandages
So many tears, its hard to hold them in
I had thought I lost it all
But then I rose again
She had made it hard to try to let me in
I had to close that back door
Cause I can't let her in