MY SPIRIT Video (MV)

God put fire all in my spirit, I hope y'all can feel it
It take two, ain't shit the same when only your heart be in it
God come take me off this, nicotine my momma hurtin'
Why I be smokin', I don't know, whatever comes, I deserve it
Over four years, been overthinkin', ain't checked in with myself
Got my own family and a great job, we all good in our health
Still got my daddy in my life, now that's a blessing I smell
As long as I let God in, I know he won't let me fail
Shawty been on my back and she the only one that I love
These other hoes can't get me up, plus they all hollow and sluts
My daughter growin' and the hard work I put in is showin
My support system be the truth and I feel spoiled for it
Why I feel I ain't deserving of the blessings I get
Why I go so hard for music I don't understand it
Why I feel I ain't found peace inside this world that we live
Feel like Shawty don't even love me, it feel inconsistent
When I say I need you, I hope you would understand
I'm just a man but still I bleed too, I need you to take my hand
If I did it the Eurocentric way, would I be pleased
If I stayed in school and stayed broke, let moms pay off my dues
Missin' out on all my hours at the job of a lifetime
I'm tired of bein' tired, this my decision, it's my time
Still gon' get that piece of paper, I'ma finish what I set out to do
Take the clean route, but still gon' do what I wanna do
Jump in the booth and speak my mind, hopin' this'll clear my mind
Taking these trips with my lil' Shawty, bring my baby girl to ride
We can go to Disney, we can live out all your dreams
And we gon' take you to see Minnie
I'm leavin' all my demons and believe me it be plenty
I promise I won't hesitate on you to spend a penny, you hear me
When I say I need you, I hope you would understand
I'm just a man but still I bleed too I need you to take my hand