Mookie - Know My Pain Lyrics

You gotta know my pain, I done made it out the mud
You gotta know my pain, I ain't had no one to love
You gotta know my pain, I was coping with them drugs
You gotta know my pain, they ain't never gave me hugs
Sit back, think, like damn, all I got is me
It ain't been a real smile on my face since they took AB
Them bullets hit my brother, I wish they would've hit me
I wish they would've killed me, like why this pain so deep
I laugh, to keep from crying
Try to find some love, to keep from lying
Pain so deep, put drugs inside my body
Thought I kicked the percs, but damn, I had withdrawals
Youngin ain't got shit to lose, that K inside his draws
You crossed me, but when you needed help, I was there for you
You ain't stand up for me, I needed you, but you wasn't there for me
I gave them chance after chance after chance
But they f*cked up every time
I'm done with love, I'ma pack my stuff up, I'm tired of trying
When this pain gon' end
Like when this pain gon' end
I know they say sunshine come on rainy days
But when the f*ck is the rain gon' end?
I'm sorry if I act like I don't need nobody
Cause I lost all my friends
I lost my brother too
I lost my cousin too
I lost my uncle top
Do you know how it feels
When no one there to hold you
When no one there to hold you
When no one there to hug you
When no one dare to trust you
When no one dare to love you
When all you got is just you
That shit really made me a man
I was thuggin' alone
It gets so evil in this place I call home
No one to call my own
I'm on the DND & Airplanes
So please don't call my phone
Tell me do you feel my pain
Tell me do you hear my pain
I know that's my family
But why can't they see my pain
They say I'm not the same
They say I lost my brain
They told me it's a crazy world but
Man, this shit insane
Stepped on niggas
But they stepped on us too
We took they niggas
But they took my niggas too
Watch out for the money hungry niggas
Cause them, them niggas
Slime you out for some money nigga
You gotta know my pain, I done made it out the mud
You gotta know my pain, I ain't had no one to love
You gotta know my pain, I was coping with them drugs
You gotta know my pain, they ain't never gave me hugs
I miss my cousin KK
All these drugs got me crazy
All this codeine got me crazy