cold today Video (MV)

This is not joy and I am not fine
I'm not who I want to be, no, not at all
In the next life I hope to be
Something that you could hold but not too small
Will you take my love and all the pain that comes with it
Will you fall for all my broken empty promises

Or will you dive
Right into my head and see me from the inside
I know it's not clear
I know they say that time
Heals everything but everything's not right
I feel so cold
I feel so cold today

Am I more than I seem to be
Is there something more to this life at all
Can I sleep into the spring
And not have to wake up until fall

Or will I dive
Into my head see myself from the inside
I know it's not clear
I know they say that time
Heals everything but I'm still not alright
I feel so cold
I feel so cold today