Wake up dead Video (MV)

I have been crying all day
Trapped up in my fears
Should go out and catch some rain
Cause I'm running out of tears
I ain't gonna take my pills
Considering I'm okay
Always a dark hole to fill
But that's the least to say
What? I'm alright
Can't you say that I'm just fine?
Did you know that in my head
There's a thousand of them to help?
I can't find the light
But it's okay I like the night
If you could see where I hide
I think you'd never get out
Trapped inside
Well let's be fair
My brain's f*cked up
Some mornings I can't get up
My spirit needs to be well fed
Cause I don't want to wake up dead
Let's pretend that it's a game
And the rules can't be changed
I know but it's still the same
It's just driving me insane
What? I'm alright
Can't you say that I'm just fine?
Did you know that in my head
There's a thousand of them to help?
I can't find the light
But it's okay I like the night
If you could see where I hide
I think you'd never get out
Trapped inside
Let's be fair
My brain's f*cked up
Some mornings I can't get up
My spirit needs to be well fed
Cause I don't want to wake up dead
In a dream or a nightmare
Someday we'll both float in the air
So then let's play meet me up there
And we'll look for people to scare
(So then let's play meet me up there
We'll look for people to scare)