Moonguys - Top of the List Lyrics

Abstraction of desire
I feel lonely
Or I feel like a monster
Looking through your things
Distraction from the horror
I look at the television
I think I see my father
In the back of a scene
Can't you forgive me?
Can't you forgive me?
Embodiment of terror
Are you crying?
I can't forget the
Way you looked at me
Totem of affection
Aren't you lonely?
Can't you see the self
In the screen of your cellphone?
Won't you forget me?
Won't you forget me if I leave?
Destruction of my future
What did I do?
I looked around the world and
Got as far as I could from you
Poked around my sutures
I felt lonely
Sleeping in your bed
I didn't feel a thing
Won't you believe me?
Won't you believe me?
But at least I was at the top of the list of all your fools
And every evening I've ever thought of it, I think I'm going back to you, you
But there's no going back to you, you
Yeah, there's no going back to you