Moonkin - The Remedy Lyrics

Early in the morning, I heard'em singing
Birds seemed happier than I've ever been
Crawled out of my bed, picked random clothes then I
Smoked a stick of weed, Stood and thought of a purpose
Messing-up the purses, trying to gather more cents
Messing-up the bedroom, trying to gather myself
Finally found the money, finally found my smile back
What a beautiful day to get motherf*cking high

Great day, ay
So stoned yet okay
No job, no money
Friends more like enemies
I'm gonna have a great day
Might as well get crazy
Alone but feeling free
'Cause dope's the remedy

Went to the grocery down the road
Then I bought two bottles of cool booze
For a few coins
Got back home and I popped the cap
Ready for an upside down trip to Hell

I got text, so baked I couldn't answer
Neighbors knocking at my door like
What's the matter
The music was so loud I would not even care
Throwing up my guts at the devil's warfare

Astray
Broke and not okay
No job, no money
Less friends, more enemies
It's not a great day
God damn my good ideas
Though I'm not that free
Those pills are heavenly
That dope's my remedy

Been a jerk my whole life
Looking for troubles
And people ran away
Left me alone with my problems
But mama told me so, she warned me before
Just as if she knew I's gonna ruin myself
To the core

I made apologies
It's never happening again,
And then I made up more lies
Of course I'll be taking care
Time ran, life fled off
Now when I look through the mirror
Can't recognize myself anymore

I'm wasted
My head is spinning
Wandering aimlessly through the hallways
But in any ways, fleeing reality
It will get my hide
Dope's not a remedy

But all I wanna do is getting higher and higher
Won't open up my eyes, walking on a wire
Someday you wake up lost in time
Dead inside
Next day find out you're lost in life
Losing your mind

People won't jump for me
I've been there before
I begged for their help
They turned their backs and ignored
But hold on, you know what
I'm much more f*cked up than you think
Life is way too short
Might f*ck it up upon a last drink

Later in the evening, feeling nothing
World is happier than I could ever be
Crawl back to my bed
Get rid of my clothes
Get a few Xanax
Enjoy the dose

Sun has stopped rising, no one's left to sing
Death is more appealing than I thought she'd be
Handing me the lean, the blunt, and the pills
Close your weary eyes and just
Let me end it

That dope, that's hope
That soul, is all I've got
My lord, oh
My soul, lone
I'm gone, oh

You'll damn that old hope
Damn my old hopes
Blame our old hopes
Damn your blood oaths
Bring the dope
Damn my old hopes
Blame our old hopes
Damn your blood oaths
Bring the dope