I can't close my eyes without wondering why
Life doesn't work that way
I'm exhausted every day
I need you to hear me say
Hear me say
That I can't live this way
Don't wanna feel this way
Balance out my brain
I want to be okay
I keep holding myself back
So that I don't relapse
Fighting inside myself
Losing in my own hell
Push me close to the edge
Go ahead
I'm going to lose my head
Don't wanna feel this way
Balance out my brain
I want to be okay
Don't wanna feel this way
Balance out my brain
I want to be okay.